Should've came back for you ,
I thought I had the time, to do what I had to do
Caught in the high school life, I didn't wanna let you go
I knew it wasn't right... Why did I let you go
Hoping you will forgive me, never meant wrong,
Prayed you were patient, waited to long,
But I shouldve came back, but I shouldve came back for you
Shouldve came back, shouldve came back-Shouldve came
With that fake Jacob watch I swore I had enough time
But by the time my wrist turned green, you had enough Ryan
You had enough pain, you had enough crying
You had too much playing, you had to much lying
I was all gas, hell I was trying to clutch Ryan
I was just trying to live, i didn't know I'd rush dying
First to teach me what love is
I didn't want people to see me in public
Kissing and hugging on a girl who wasn't
Cuz to them they was, and I was just becoming
I was so stupid, I guess that how youth is
Rather than pay for half carat diamond, we cop a really big cubic
We were a great harmony, we were choir students
When we kissed it was like perfectly arranged music
The notes were all harped and the beat was all fluted
Why did i let other peoples thoughts pollute it?
My thoughts and their thoughts became cahooted and convoluted
It concluded..and you felt looted
Never could imagine I'd hurt, never dreamt I could do it
Mind full of dirt, so live a vag I tried to douche it
But when you clean out everything, its more susceptible to disease
That's why women stay in my life, like peace in the middle east
Why real love didn't I seize?
I went left at whats right; Why did I let love leave?
Why to my fears did I cede and let us cease
I messed up more that my knee, my four years at Mesquite
All them late nights in ya car at City Lake Park, seem so far
Love shouldn't be hard
Love shouldn't be war
It's funny when things that couldn't be, are
That shouldn't be, are
That wouldn't be , are
When i could have came back, I should have came back
If I realized what I lost I would have came back for you...
Should've came back for you ,
I thought I had the time, to do what I had to do
Caught in the high school life, I didn't wanna let you go
I knew it wasn't right... Why did I let you go
Hoping you will forgive me, never meant wrong,
Prayed you were patient, waited to long,
But I shouldve came back, but I shouldve came back for you
Shouldve came back, shouldve came back-Shouldve came
The one that I omit
The one I cant forget
Like the last shot MJ too kin the 14s to get 6
Now I'm Two Three, looking at the new me
Knowing it's more than money and mamis why I'm in Miami
I'm looking for the win, I'm looking for the ship
Grabbing for that last crumb in the bag of the chips
Looking for things I never lost
Missing things that I never caught
I'm forever off, and I can only blame myself
Baby girl a picture of you still stands on my shelf
It's behind a few things, but I know it's right there watching
You right there watching, I still cant believe what happened
Why did I leave you madam?
I sit alone crying at your picture asking all these questions
Knowing i need to be yelling at the mirror, charging up my reflection
How I saw myself, let to my insecurities
All the ambiguity, animosity, and buffoonery
This is my sincere apology for all the loonery
I made you look stupid, but made my self Blue Clueless
Can't solve the mystery, of the missing me
Don't need CSI to look for the cum
The crook has my DNA, Fingerprints, and motivation
know that I pray for you, know that I care
And the reason I don't call, its cuz I'm embarrassed about all those years
i treated you wrong, and took you for granted,
When you thought I was the world; Girl that's why you still standing
And with my pain all these young girls I'm hazing and branding
They don't even cross, they renegade
Just bringing women in the shade
Now matter how many lemons in lemonade-It's still bitter
I'm still bitter, no richer, never be wealthy
Till i do this I'll never be healthy
Let the record state you my first everything
And you are truly an angel that deserves every wing
Keep soaring...
Should've came back for you ,
I thought I had the time, to do what I had to do
Caught in the high school life, I didn't wanna let you go
I knew it wasn't right... Why did I let you go
Hoping you will forgive me, never meant wrong,
Prayed you were patient, waited to long,
But I shouldve came back, but I shouldve came back for you
Shouldve came back, shouldve came back-Shouldve came
Jack of All Trades...Master of None
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